Ratchet3X

I'm sorry.........I'm so sorry.............maybe its time to end this hopeless life I have now..........I have nothing left.......everything I cared for is gone and everyone who cared about me stopped........nothing now.........I guess I fail at being a good person to others or something........time to end this sad story I guess........goodbye.....and maybe goodbye forever.

Everyday its been getting worst.......sadness and more sadness as I live. I've been through a lot this past few months and regret everything I've done or haven't done. To those I've hurt I'm sorry, I never meant for shit to come to this the way it has and I hope you believe me. As I sit here on my bed typing this I keep thinking of if I should go on......is it worth it?......will it ever stop? Nightmare after nightmare every night.....its making me go insane. Tears and blood is all I have left now, no loving family, no loving friends, no girlfriend, no outside life anymore........the only good thing I guess is that I start my job soon but eve